shaadi confusion

The dilemma of life

I guess every individual in his or her life face this dilemma, whether you are taking the right decision or wrong or state of being confused. I think i am at that stage in life where I have to face this question to choose the right person. My future Mr. Right or my better half or fiancée or  who will make my life perfectly complete.

So, here I am with this thought, the very thought of living with a person whom i have hardly known, entering a family where most of them are unknown. And the most important part is the fact about sharing my life with him and he is going to be the most important person in my life. Really, runs a chill down my spine making my heart pump faster and i can feel blood gushing through my head making me numb. At this moment fear and stress grips my soul. Thus worsening my situation of what is the right thing to do? or Did i like him?

If i ask myself this question who will be the man who can compliment me and complete me? I just need to look at my father in every aspect the person who cared and loved me unconditionally. He sacrificed his health, desires, and life. Just to see me grow up into a beautiful lady. Who protected and trusted me and was always besides me along life every decision who has been the super hero when i was a baby. Oh dear God! I am so grateful to you and for giving me my sweet and loving papa. When i write this line my heart is filled with emotions and my eyes with tears.

I just wish i could have at least some part of my papa in the man who is gonna come to my life. If i talk about the unreal or imaginary part I wish I get a person like Adam sandler in 50 first dates, who in spite of all her short comings he loved her unconditionally. I need just a shoulder to lean on and a man who hugs me and says everything, is going to be alright. And, whatever happens I will be right there waiting for you...